A young girl wants a baby....

   Most Friday's I head over to theadventureofmotherhood to do a feed me Friday post, and although, I am a day late for her challenge... I have been prepared and read to write this for a few weeks.Go HERE If you want to see her new blog and her new challenge..or just read other stories head over to Mommy's piggy tales.  Each week we are to write another chapter in our life before we were mothers... Starting with our birth and ending with high-school. The following is my story of how I got my name and about my birth....
   She was a strikingly beautiful girl with dyed raven colored hair and a tiny frame and big brown eyes.

. She lived on an old farm house with many animals and her brother and her parents... Her parents were affluent and most people knew it, When she entered High School she moved down the road to a large home on top of a hill... 17 acres of land. She was very pet oriented and had many cats that she dressed in dresses and taught to do tricks when she was younger, now in high-school she drove fast cars and was in love with a Italian boy. Her parents were out of the house alot her father at his real estate business and her mother at Junior league meetings... She was home alone a lot and a bit frightened at night and bored in the day.. Yes, she had friends come visit her, but she was longing for something else... She met Helen and Jake when she was 15 or younger... they seemed like the perfect parents. They had dinners together with lots of good food and vegetables and they laughed a lot. She secretly wished this new family would be her family. She loved this boy S's mom she was a sweet women with a happy smile who made her feel at ease. She even loved the older women who was living with them, named Gigi. Gigi was S's grandmother. So the girl spend many days visiting this family.  She feel in love with the boy named S, who was still in his Senior Year. The girl had graduated the year before. The girl thought she wanted something to care for and take care of to love her... she was still missing something. The girl loved her father very much and had many fond memories of things they had done together, but the one embarrassing thing that stands in her mind about her and her father was.. The day she was running with her horses and she got her period. Her mother had never told her what a period was, and her mother was not home, she ran to her father whom she called Pop and said..." Pop I am bleeding, he was embarrassed and not sure what to tell her, but explained her mom should have told her and that it was normal." Confused the girl did what her father told her to do, but she never forgave her mother for this unnecessary transaction between her best friend her father and herself.
   One night the girl was back home at her home on the hill and she overheard a fight and then a dish break... that night changed everything ... Her father had admitted that he had been having an affair with another women and was moving to Spain to live with her. The girls world became fuzzy and she went in her closet and cried and cried... NO one came to console her. She soon got herself up and out of the closet and went to bed, determined not to speak to her mother kindly again, she was the one who ran her father away... The girl not understanding how adult relationships work... stuck to her word and she chose to have no relationship with her mother anymore ... She longed to see her father again- She spent all of her time with her friends and her love S. She smoked, she drove fast in her car... and she was careless.
The girl got pregnant... S' decided they would be married as he did love her. S's family told the girl the reception could be at there home.. and S's mother decorated her dining room tablet to look like a rich
reception hall...

  In a day in May in the 60's that girl gave birth to a little girl... with a head of hair raven colored.

  The girl had been dreaming about this day for weeks, and had already decided on names. She was to call her new baby girl a double name, something creative not Mary Ann and not Mary Ellen... Something different.  She had wanted to call the baby Talia but S had not liked that name. The girl had watched Rocky the movie with Sylvester Stallone and the love interest in that movie was played by an actress named Talia Shire.Part of the girl's name was Lisa.. the rest I won't tell at this time...She was cared for by many and S and the girl tried to make a go of their marriage and there new little pink bundle of joy... But the girl was still so young ...and she did not want to be tied down.. S's told her it would take time and he began working to take care of this new family... But the girl did not want to be home all the time changing diapers will S was at work and so soon the girl told her mother whom she had only a little relationship with... that she needed help. The girl was to immature and not ready for the job at hand... So S and the girl got a divorce.. The new girl with the double name Lisa........ was about to become part of the girl's mother's world...and start her life....on a big hill with 17 acres... So if you are visiting from Friday follow be sure to follow me to hear more of Lisa and what became of her...